1. |
snack funds
02:34
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I don't really think I can act the same
Last time I tried I got all the blame
Injecting this pressure into my brain yeah
So distinctive
So mysterious
And you can say that
I'm right on time
Cause I don't wanna be just like them I'm alright
And you can say that
I don't feel fine
This shit is too hard for me to understand
Life is too harsh guess ill make a brew
Or might disappear for a day or two
Been this since way back I guess its true yeah
So depressive so sadistic
And you can say that
I'm right on time
Cause I don't wanna be just like them I'm alright
And you can say that
I don't feel fine
This shit is too hard for me to understand
Sad undercover beneath my face
Living real fake don't know what to say
Rock on and cheer up we'll celebrate yeah
So persistent sure he'll listen
And you can say that
I'm not okay
But I have no fear it will all be my take
And you can say that
I'm way too late
As long as I wake up there'll be another day
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2. |
its imprezia dickweed
02:48
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Psychedelic friends
They make you feel this way
Psychedelic sense
Full feeling my disgrace
Disorder, destruction
A whole lot fucked up dreams
Wake up to the same shit
I feel like giving in
Summer time is out the roof I feel like thrash and so do you
I run away I contemplate I feel my brain go outer space
Summer time is out the roof I feel like thrash and so do you
I run away I contemplate I feel my brain go outer space
Psychomantic dread
Yeah I don't wanna wait
Wish I could find my way
I'm desperate for it
Disorder, destruction
A whole lot fucked up dreams
Wake up to the same shit
I feel like giving in
Summer time is out the roof I feel like thrash and so do you
I run away I contemplate I feel my brain go outer space
Summer time is out the roof I feel like thrash and so do you
I run away I contemplate I feel my brain go outer space
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When the impostor is sus remember
When the impostor is sus remember
He's venting inside our spaceship
He's venting inside our friendship
When the impostor is sus remember
When the impostor is sus remember
He's venting into our spaceship
He's venting into our friendship
And I don't know what to do
(I don't know what to do in here)
The signs are rolling back to me I feel so scared
And I don't know where to go
(where to go or where to run)
I cant stop running I'm afraid I'm gonna die
When the impostor is sus remember
When the impostor is sus remember
He's venting into our spaceship
He's venting into our friendship
Well somewhere in this room they're hiding
I don't know why we can't find him
It feels like everyone is lying
Don't want to be the one here dying
Thought I was making headway
My mind still like I'm medbay
I can't find pills for my headache
All this drama don't think I'm ready
Impostor sabotage
whipping out a knife and finna give you a massage
Decorate the walls and make it into a collage
Obliterate your skull and leave your body with a half
They just stare at you and laugh
Tossed me in the fire, almost had me in a spectacle
Crossed me like a wire, almost stabbed me in electrical
I ran away and planned to say some things that were not ethical
No one listen to a word I said, they were so skeptical
Him, you and me we're down to three
How are you still doubting me
I saw blue sneak and outted green
They went from navi, south to shield
Why can't you see it's blue not me
I've known you forever so
Please don't do this I am on my knees
Just hear me out and hear my plead
But no they shot me into space
I felt my tear drops freezing on my face
I floated slowly, looked from where I came
I saw them both unhinge and split their face
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4. |
damn brain got hands
03:15
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Another conversation
Hang up while you can alright
Why not return to sender
I don't feel I'm coping out my way
Not enough to feel like I'm high yet
Is this strong enough yeah he nodded
Imma make my own I'm gone sideways
On my ways
I chewed down my spine and now I'm feeling like a waste
That's when I realize, I'm fucking up again
Troublesomers in line
Being asked what's good today
They know we saying no lies
Give the gun out ill do it my way
Is it cocked and loaded he nodded
One shot is all it takes he stays silent
I feel scared we just getting started
Am I dead yet?
I chewed down my spine and now I'm feeling like a waste
That's when I realize, I'm fucking up again
I have no money and no worth
I have no money and no worth
I have no money and no worth
I have no money and no worth
Completion's high
All records high
I wonder why I forget
Completion's high
All records high
I rather die alone
I got no money and no worth
I got no money and no worth
I got no money and no worth
I got no money and no worth
And maybe it was just a jump of faith
I could've worked it out but I knew id fail
Maybe it's something fake why bother again
I've fallen
To the self harm
To the fake eyes
I got no money and no worth
I got no money and no worth
I'm living and I'm hanging rope
I got no money and no worth
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5. |
alt tabbing
02:34
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Censor anything you're after
Everything you asked for
Thinking you could tab out
And not to end
Nice I could walk inside
I pullup in the side
Are you terrified now cause I am again
I don't care its too late to try it
I don't care its too late to try it
Pullup on time
I get it now but I'm really getting tired yeah
I don't feel like my future's getting brighter
I don't feel like there's meaning in my life yeah
I don't feel like I'm ready for it all
I'm feeling like they just wanting me to go
And that's true are you terrified now cause I am again
I don't care its too late to try it
I don't care its too late to try it
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6. |
mumble interlude
00:37
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Uh oh
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7. |
MURDER PROS
02:02
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Stay there, don't get closer
Cause you know we coming over
We just right outside your door
Stay back, from your problems
It will soon all be all over
Once you drop dead on the floor
We already know how you never seen better days
But this is our job this is how its gotta be
Well what's the matter now sorry but its getting late
Its time to put you down that is how its gotta be
Stay there, don't get moving
We arrive and we ain't losing
We've been trapped here for so long
Stay back, don't act weird
If they find you they will fear you
And I cant lose you again
We already know how you never seen better days
But this is our job this is how its gotta be
Well what's the matter now sorry but its getting late
Its time to put you down that is how its gotta be
We already know how you never seen better days
But this is our job this is how its gotta be
Well what's the matter now sorry but its getting late
Its time to put you down that is how its gotta be
Your god is far away
Your god is far away
Your god is far away
Your god is far away
Stay there, feel your spirit digging underground
Your corpse and burying your prayers away
Stay back, this is what you get
You know that we never forget
We demons in your flesh
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8. |
octavia
04:09
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Come on clean up your tears
I know is not easy when he's not around
Sinking under your fears
Trying to forget what you have found
For a little princess, you're a little selfish yourself
Stop being so distant, what will it take?
Octavia
Octavia
I bet you're growing tired of always being alone
All this time you've been but never found
Octavia
Octavia
It never has been this way
All these problems got you confused
Cant make up what she's saying
All you know is that you need to run
But if only you can see, nonstop its happening again
What a disillusion, is that all you got?
Octavia
Octavia
Whatever happens now just please hang on
These times are hard but you cant just give up
Octavia
Octavia
Its the end of the end now
Its the end of the end now
Its the end of the end now
Its the end of the end now
Octavia
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9. |
I DONT UNDERSTAND
03:00
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I'm sorry if I seem like I am not a friend
Cuz you know how I'm trying so hard to find some peace of mind within
And you know how I want the best for you I hope you understand
But this anxiety keeps messing with me so ill just go away in the end
I don't understand what the fuck
I don't understand what the fuck
I don't understand what the fuck
I don't understand what the fuck
And everyday I hope that something's on its way
But I'm losing patience I cant wait I wanna feel okay
Its not your fault I know that we don't hang out much like back then
The lack of life makes me so miserable what is going on with me
I don't understand what the fuck
I don't understand what the fuck
I don't understand what the fuck
I don't understand what the fuck
What's wrong with me
What's wrong with me
I don't understand what the fuck
Why I always feel so alone
I don't understand the way out
I don't understand what the fuck
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10. |
mantra
01:55
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You get it now but they didn't
You find yourself with no meaning
You trying to find how to fit in
Well that's the point of the mantra
And all those years of regression
They trying to kill what you're dreaming
Calm yourself boy you made it
Well that's the point of the mantra
And all you get is more tension
Don't give up now you're so restless
Your people need your direction
Well that's the point of the mantra
You really need to just face it
All this time you've been missing
But you got time you can fix this
Well that's the point of the mantra
Every time I try feel alright
And every time I try to live my life
And every time I lose my fucking mind
That's the point of the mantra
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11. |
itwasallreal
03:17
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I know i'm late but nevertheless
I heard your cry from miles away
Miles away
And I know you're not doing alright
But I'm so glad to see you alive
I wouldn't know what id do without
Look in my eyes it will all be fine
You'll be fine
If you want I could stay for the night
Whatever helps yo clear your mind
Clear your mind
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12. |
i dont mind
03:27
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And I don't really mind if I
Somehow fuck up in my life because
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
I don't care
And I don't really mind if I
Somehow end up in a rot because
It will all be alright
It will all be alright
It will all be alright
I'll be alright, I think
And everyday it feels I'm going nowhere
Cuz I feel too scared, to even try
And everyday I have to remind myself
To believe in what I have and don't stop
I feel alive right here with you
I feel alive again
And I don't really mind if you and I
Somehow fuck up in our life because
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll always be there for you
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